Our Family & Our Life

Dear Diary, Time for my weekly excuse. It's becoming all to common the last few weeks but I promise myself to change that starting today! Including this morning, I've been to the gym twice this week. It wasn't that I didn't feel like it I just couldn't. I had some nasty headaches. I felt sick to my stomach and all I wanted to do was sleep however with an 11 month old, that's impossible during the day unless she's sleeping. I think it was caused by the fluctuation in barometric pressure. So I didn't go at all and I was kinda good with my eating so I didn't gain weight again, just maintained. The plan for the coming week is go at least 4 times first thing in the morning before Colin goes to work. I've cut down my cardio time to 30 mins. for the week and I'll bring up to 35 mins. the next week but I should still be able to get 2 hours in this week. A little story from yesterday. The weather was summer-like again and I really wanted...

Dear Diary, Although she is tolerated by Pearl.... .... Isla's love for the cats is not reciprocated by Dixie. Pearl, Isla & Dixie Sorry for the dark fuzzy photos but they looked much better on the camera after I took them!!!!

Dear Diary, HELP! I'm struggling. I knew it was too good to be true when the scale told me I was down an additional 4 lbs. last week. I must've weighed myself on a very empty, shrivelled up stomach and no blood coarsing through my veins. I haven't been able to get back to that weight since I posted about it. But I'm not going to change my ticker on the right of the blog because I'm determined to reach 12 lbs. by the end of the week. If I don't reach my target, I'll change it to reflect my actual weight. For the last three days I've been up and down on the scale between 167 and 169. There is no consistency. Why? I think part of my answer to that question is because I've been a bad snacker last week and even up to yesterday. Today I am determined to put that bad habit behind me and kick things up a notch, AGAIN! I tell ya, losing weight is hard work! The treadmill is getting boring and I think I'll start some DVD's at home for a ch...

Dear Diary, This afternoon the three of us ventured out to Park Meadows Mall in Lone Tree. Besides scoping out a new mall, one of the reasons I wanted to go was to look for Isla's first shoes. Thanks to Mia for suggesting Stride Rite, the shoes are perfect. We picked out the Kitten style in size 3. Aren't they cute? They're even cuter when on sale and using a 15% discount coupon!!! Even though she isn't walking on her own yet, a girl is never too young for shoes! BTW, loved the mall. Who's coming over to go shopping with me!?!?

Dear Diary, I bought a bathroom scale this week. Not just an ordinary scale but the Biggest Loser scale and it was to come with the Biggest Loser DVD but it wasn't there. I'm writing a letter to get my DVD. Oh yeah, and it was on sale at Tar-get. I bought it for a couple of reasons. 1. Since we are still not in a position to get a pediatrician for Isla and get her checked out, I wanted to weigh her. 2. Also, I'm not sure the scale I use at the gym has EVER been calibrated and therefore unsure of it's accuracy. Despite my unfocused week, I managed to maintain my weight. Granted I did bump up the workouts and really watched my calories but this week, I've been a really good girl and the scale proves it. I'm down another 4 lbs. I'm not sure how I managed to shed those pounds but they're gone and never going back to my hips. Maybe it was water weight. My body is like a sponge. It also helps that we have blessed with summer temps. This week and Isla an...

Dear Diary, Her Opa and Oma haven't seen her in about 3 months and she has sure changed alot during that time. These photos were taken this weekend.

Dear Diary, Monkey is 11 months old today!!! I can't believe next month she'll be 1 already. WOW! The big discovery this past month has been GRAVITY . She throws her toys out of the pack'n'play and her crib and watches them fall to the ground. It's annoying for us because we have to pick them up but to her it's a game. After a while we stop giving her toys back and she knows the fun has stopped . Napping has also been a BIG challenge. Lately, she is so tired but won't sleep during the day. I've started putting her to bed earlier in the morning by 10 and sometimes she sleeps (on Tuesday she slept 1.5 hours!) other days, nothing. This past week has been a huge improvement and she's napping at least an hour each day. She'll even sleep a half hour in the afternoon which makes getting to 7 p.m. a wee bit less stressful for both of us. Very courageously she is walking around the furniture but there has been no signs of walking yet which suits m...

Dear Diary, This has not been a good week for me at all. Eating and exercising that is. I just can't seem to focus. I've been snacking and I've been at the gym only once. I had a plan but for one reason or another, it hasn't happened. I forgot to buy something at Target today so I think Isla will power walk our way on over tomorrow (although snow is forecasted ) and I asked Colin to be home by 6 so I could attend an aquafit class at 6:30. This week is only about intentions. Not much else. I think I'll avoid the scales. I'm disappointed in myself. Someone kick me.

Dear Diary, 169!!! Woohoo, I lost another 3 lbs this week. That leaves me another 34 lbs. to go to reach my goal weight..... Getting there, slowly but surely....

Dear Diary, Today it's Thankful Thursday with Iris from Grace Alone . Go ahead visit her blog to see what she and others are thankful for. Like Iris, I am thankful for His Word. As I mentioned in an earlier post, Colin and I this year are reading the Bible cover to cover and I have already found many verses that I have taken to heart and can apply to my life. Ps. 4:4 "In your anger do not sin; when you are on your beds search your hearts and be silent". Words of comfort. Ps. 5:12 "For surely, O Lord, you bless the righteous; you surrounds them with your favour as with a shield". Words of admonition. Matt 4:17 "From that time on Jesus began to preach, "Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is near". Also as I read everday, I am struck by the great comfort and love that He shows to those who remain faithful to Him. I'm thinking of Noah, Abraham and Job in particular. He has done that for Colin, Isla and I also throughout 2008 and even ...